"We must be willing to let go of the life we planned... so that we can have the life that is waiting for us!!!!"

Sunday, January 15, 2012

A Reminder

It's always hard to see a life leave us so suddenly.  It never seems fair.  It's a harsh reminder that we truly need to embrace life and those we love.  We need to cherish every single moment that we are given.  Today, Heaven gained an Angel, my Uncle Bill.  We love you!
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I wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude, appreciation, and most sincere thanks to every single person that has been a part of my life.  To those that have supported us and continue to do so; whether it be through a helping hand, a prayer, a nice meal, a kind thought, or through a donation.  We feel completely blessed to have such loving people surrounding us.  We have been reminded that there really are pretty amazing people in this world.  I never want people to feel that their compassion has gone un-noticed or under appreciated.  We know, that it has been because of special people in our lives, that we have been able to make it through as many things as we have had to face over the past several years.  I don't think there is enough thanks in this world to give for all that we've received...
but Thank You is all I know to say.

Taleigha has been such an amazing little Super Star.  She is now choosing to WALK as her main form of mobility!!!  She is not able to get into an upright standing position without help yet, so she still crawls to something stationary to pull herself up, and then proceeds to walk in her wobbly little way throughout the house.  She uses different things as her stability points while she walks... things like the wall, a chair, a couch, basically anything that she can "graze" along the way, to help gain some balance that she loses after taking several steps on her own.  I can already see major improvements though with her balance.  She is actually started to stand in one spot for a few moments now.  That takes an extreme amount of balance.  She is so incredibly determined.  She falls repeatedly throughout the day, and yet, she brushes it off and tries, tries again!  You can see something truly special in her... something that I only wish that I could possess myself.   
...It is the kind of strength that can move mountains!

 

Taelyn.  Oh she has my heart.  She has a way of making everything okay, no matter what!  Her smile and laugh is absolutely contagious.  She has definitely turned into a silly little thing!  She just started walking around the house, crinkling her button nose, showing off her little "toofers" (as we like to call them), while making goofy noises, which quite often consist of grunting and giggling!  She has an adorable personality.  She always knows how to melt my heart!  She is also in the "test Mommy and Daddy" stage... always pushing to the limits!  It's perfect though.  It keeps us on our toes! 
...She's perfect!

 

It's pretty amazing to have the two girls.  We get to experience things with each of them that are very special to us.  I can't thank God enough for giving us such blessings!  
It's an honor to be their Mommy!


I need to say a very special thank you to a very special man!  I honestly don't know how I ever got so lucky, but I have a phenomenal husband.  Clint is my rock.  He is my everything.  No matter what happens in life, he is always there for me.  He is also the most remarkable father to our girls.  I find myself at times just staring at him when he is with them.  I smile because those moments are precious to me.  I couldn't even begin to explain what Clint has done for me over the years, but I know that I would be lost without him in my life.  I cherish him.
...I Love You, Clint!


Monday, January 9, 2012

An End and A Beginning

It's hard to believe that another year has come to an end.  I'm not even sure I know where the time went.  As I sit here reflecting on the year 2011, I feel an overwhelming amount of emotion come to the surface.  It's was a very difficult year, to say the least, and lately I have noticed that it has started to take it's toll on me.  I would love to say that I keep a positive attitude about life... about my life... but sometimes I stumble, fall, and lose sight of that positivity.  I have felt so defeated and beaten down.  I have felt a level of exhaustion that I didn't even think was possible.  I feel mentally, emotionally, and physically drained.  At times, I feel like I've lost myself.  I suppose I could talk forever about the "reasons" why I feel the way I do, but I don't want to focus on the tough stuff right now.  I want to focus on the amazing things that happened over the past year, for I know how incredibly blessed I am.  I try to hold on tightest to those things.  

I want to focus on the future and 
what I hope 2012 is going to be for my family!

The first thing that comes to mind for 2012 in our family is FINALLY owning a home.  I cannot even begin to explain how excited I am.  We are getting closer and closer to the start of our build with Habitat for Humanity and we are thrilled.  This house means more to us than we could ever describe.  We are anxious to be able to have a stable, safe, and accessible home for our girls.  All of the work that we have already put in over the last year, and the work that we continue to put in to this experience is absolutely worth it.  We are going to have one of our dreams come true... in just a few short months!  I've never really been one to want to wish time away, but COME ON SUMMER!  I'm ready this year!!! :)

I really hope that each and every one of you has an amazing beginning to 2012!





(Now that the Holiday's are over, I will finally have some more time for my blogging!  I apologize for the length of time since my last post!  I will be writing again soon!!  Thanks!)